Love and blessings to you. Never for a minute forget the love God has for you, His love for you is so vast, unmeasured, boundless and free, His suffering and death on the cross was for your sins that you can accept Him as Saviour and Lord of your life and that you might not just live for now and then die without a hope but that you can have the hope of eternal life as you turn from sin and live a holy life through Jesus Christ. His requirements for you is that you accept Him, love Him and keep ALL of His Ten Commandments in return so that you can be saved from hell and eternal death before it's too late, that you can live forever. (John 14 verse 15), (Revelation 22 verse 14), (Exodus 20 verse 1 to 17) Read from a King James Version Bible, because they have change words in many of the other Bibles.