About paralysis during sleep... I had one or two occasions where I woke up and was just that. I couldn't even think of anything. SCARY feeling. It went away in a matter of seconds but it felt like ... idk... the phrase: do not look into the abyss, etc... that is the best word for it: abyss. Dark, hollow, unable to move almost, unable to think almost... The strangest part was, I turned around and fell asleep again.
That was months after a bad experience with soft drugs (where I would suddenly wake up at night to rush out of my bed and stand in the middle of my room trying to figure out what I just did.)
It was a bad experience that was so frightening for me that my brain got so ever winded it alerted my body or something I think.
At least, that's how I think about it now, while watching the later part of this podcast. (softdrugs: concentrated Kanna that you had to sniff, salty as f**k. Haven't touched anything ever since...)